Last night my 'Girlfriend' came over and for some reason, which I didn't figure out till I sat down to right to write this, I was in kind of a mood. She wanted to hang out so instead of spending money on dinner somewhere I just cooked us up some chicken and boiled some vegetables. After eating we sat down and watched TV, but I couldn't concentrate on the shows and just sort of drifted off while she laughed her ass off at whatever stupid fucking program we were watching. The 18 year old isn't dumb, but she ain't exactly bright either, so conversing with her can lead to nowhere real quick, unless she's horny, which she totally was last night.

Eventually we fucked but I couldn't really get into it. I've said it before, that this girl is smoking hot, but now it's all different because although I still see her as that young piece of ass that gets me harder than a steel rod straight out of a refinery, she's my 'Girlfriend' now at it's lost a little of the fire.

Maybe I'm getting spoiled, or maybe I'm just turning into one of those older guys whose sole purpose is to fuck, whether the broad is 40 or 18. Not caring is a damn fine way to go through life, especially when thinking about women, so just objectifying the fuck outta them does has its advantages.

I don't know, my mind was just full of this shit last night. After the 18 year old went home I pulled up PinkandPerfect.com on the computer and went right to Katrina. Look at this tramp. She's a cross between a whore and fucking fuck-slut, and I beat off to her hot 'get herself off' session like a wild animal. Chicks like this make that fire in ya burn all kinds of bright ways. Tons more better ways than a 'Girlfriend' ever could.

This is something to seriously consider.